My life sucks

So now I know for sure we have to go back to PA.  Back no no friends, no family, no stores, no going out, dirt road, subfreezing temps, no bird, no dog and evil husband.  This is Valentine's Day week and I've never ever had a good V day since I've been married.  I've never ever had a "you look nice" compliment, honestly.  I know no one reads this blog so I can be honest and vent.  I'm sad for my kids.  It's going to break their hearts to leave their cousins.  They're like brothers and sisters with them.  They are so so lonely up there and it's just abnormal living like that.  They're too young for this.  As for me my life is over, so that's not important.  I just wish I had left him long ago.